Before bed time comes, I will update the blog so I won’t have to feel like I’m putting it off yet again. Granted each day I feel like I should be giving up on this entirely because it can be construed as simply a space to complain. Sort of an unproductive space rather than one that produces benefits. But still, I think it does do me well to have this boxed in slate to type down some words that I don’t want to necessarily keep to myself and yet not necessarily let a bunch of people to see. It’s just something to keep up – a project with limitations and expanses.
So what I wanted to comment on mainly today was how my life is so nice these days. I am so excited for the future and each day I just concentrate on how nice it will be when the life I know that is waiting for me will come to fruition. I’m being patient but I do wish I could pick up and leave right now. I’ll see my mister before long and that is all that matters. I miss him so much.
And because it’s Easter and a time to celebrate happy times, my ex friend decided to send, yet another, “I love you and miss you text” that made me disgusted. Now, while it may seem that I’m being rude, I know it’s a ploy so I don’t respond. Words without meaning are easy to see right through. Actions, knowing and intuition are truth. I know she has no real interest in being a real friend to me – it’s merely to show her family and friends who know I’ve not spoken to her to think that I am the “bad” guy. I told her she treats people badly and I didn’t want her negativity, anger and criticism in my life anymore. You would think she would have gotten the point by now.
Anyway, so that’s one thing I won’t miss around here. That and the random knocking on my door by drunken strangers in the middle of the night. The pit bulls without a lease. The problems this nation is going through. There’s so much that I can do without around here.
Six or so more months…